Anticipation

I don't do well in stressful, nervous, anticipating situations. I get so excited about the unusual that I can't eat and can't sleep. It happens every first day of school and every Christmas Eve. Well, these last three days I have not fallen asleep until after midnight and have woken up exactly at 6:30 every morning. I have eaten no breakfast, a wrap around 2:00 and forced down some dinner whenever my roommate/best friend gets hungry. My stomach kills all day long and my head hurts and I am so tired. My mission call better come this week! I don't know if I can deal with this for another whole week. The anticipation is killing me. But nonetheless, I can't wait to serve the Lord!